So close...

I was so close to a really good day yesterday... so close. I planned, I thought, I resisted successfully. I exercised. I was on my way. And then I ate cake. Cake I don't even like. SUCK!

So... what did I eat yesterday?

Breakfast:

2 blueberry muffins; milk

Snack:

pineapple

Lunch:

leftover BBQ pork ~ the last of the Texas Roadhouse; mashed turnip

Snack while making dinner:

pickles; small baggie of portioned corn chips

Dinner:

whole wheat pasta with homemade veggie sauce ~ kind of like a bolognese (carrots, celery, onion, cauliflower in tomato sauce frozen from last summer's canning); peas

I was full. Satisfied. Done.

And then I had cake for Tom's birthday (with a dollop of ice cream). Why? I am not sure. I didn't want to disappoint them or feel mean, maybe. But I didn't enjoy it or feel anything other than disappointed in myself. I can't blame others for my failure, but the fact is i was doing fine on my own and their intrusion threw me off track. But I can't live my life outside of the people in my life either. So I need to work this out. Hmm...