I'm not there yet...

... but I haven't quit yet, either...

Today had its challenges and its moments of advantage. I struggled with what to eat all day long, starting with breakfast, right up until this moment of writing this entry, where I still want to eat "one last thing."

So... what did I eat today? And how does it compare to what I wanted to eat?

Breakfast:

I wanted french toast or a bagel from bagels plus or a mocha coolatta and a yucky bagel from DD. But what I actually ate was a peanutbutter and blackberry jam sandwich and milk.

Snack:

scone that Teresa made ~ yum!

Lunch:

What I really wanted was to go get lunch in West Acton ~ either pizza at DiCapri's or a sandwich and chips from Savoury Lane... but what I actually ate was the salad and hard-boiled egg that I brought for my lunch (and an orange, since Kathy was out!)

Snack:

What I really wanted to eat all afternoon was chocolate ~ like the chocolate bars in my drawer. Instead, I gave them away and ate my yogurt with raspberries and 1 TBSP syrup.

Dinner:

What I wanted was Cedar Hill DJ... and what I had was Cedar Hill DJ ~ A hamburger, small onion ring and coffee frappe. I love those onion rings! Now that I like frappacinos and coolattas, though, I notice that I don't like the frappes as well. Hmm...

So not a great day, but not a terrible one, either. I fought a lot of battles and I was a warrior, if an imperfect one. Paladin imperfect, that's me...

May tomorrow be better...