Fasting

Fasting sucks! I had to wait until 2:30 to eat today and by then I was pretty crabby. I nearly ran over the fool who paused in the road in front of me---to ask directions through a detour (understandable, but I was cranky none the less!). Don't get in my way when I am hungry!

I hope to have some answers from my doctor soon. Is this weight gain all me or is something else going on here? I don't know which answer would be worse.... okay... I hope it is me, so I can control it and do something about it, even if that's harder than taking a pill. I REALLY don't want something wrong just so I don't have to feel so guilty. How shallow would that be?!

So... what did I eat today?

Late lunch:

peach, while my meal heated in the microwave; steak and onions; brussels sprouts; boiled potatoes with butter

Snack:

mocha coolatta on way to woods ~ OMG! I am out of control with those...

Dinner:

kale soup; peach; yogurt with syrup; dry oat squares

I was hungry at dinner and kept trying for healthy things that wouldn't be too bad. Fasting just makes you more hungry later... it's almost like I added breakfast to dinner, if you look at it that way...

Exercise:

an hour and a half in Punkatasset--- I love those damn woods!

May tomorrow be better...